Gbazz

Yay! The laptop and iPod skins I ordered from Gelaskins arrived today! I picked the Contortionist skins for both the iPod and the laptop since they match, of course, and they stand out.

In other news, I spent all of last night working on a possible new layout for this blog, but now that I’ve seen how it looks on the test blog, I think I might start a new layout. Like most layouts the CSS acted differently in different browsers, and there was a weird color difference when I viewed it on my laptop, while it looked fine on the desktop.

Even though I still have a couple of weeks of clinical left, it feels weird to know that I don’t have any classes left. The feeling that something huge is about to fall on me is gone! Ok there are still a few huge things up there waiting to fall, but for now having one less thing to think about is good enough.

And I just paid for the tickets for our graduation banquet! Yay! Now I need to pick out what I’m going to wear, how I’m going to do my hair, what my sister will wear, and how I’m going to do her hair. Oh yes, I’m taking my sister to this shindig, why shouldn’t I? It’s not like there’s anyone else I can take. (Regrettably) No biggie though, the only thing I’m really worried about is whether I can find a vest and someplace to get stuff tailored before the 26th…

My make up clinical starts up again tomorrow! Not that it’s a good thing, at the moment I really, really despise just the thought of going into a hospital to do stuff that I do not like doing, and not get paid for doing it. Sure clinicals are meant to be a learning experience, but what can I learn in Day Surgery that I don’t already know?

Ok, so Day Surgery isn’t the worst spot to be in, you’re never really bored, you meet interesting people most of the time and the day goes by really quickly.

Alright, now it doesn’t sound so bad, but I honestly don’t feel like nursing is the way I’m meant to go. Even though I’ll be finished at the end of the year, I’ll still have to do a year or so of it before I can start studying something else.

I know, it’s crazy how it took me two and a half years to realise that I don’t like nursing, but regrettably it did.

Oh well, I guess the only thing to do is to take it all one day at a time, and deal with everything when there’s less on my plate.

Here’s a quote from the TV series Reaper:

If you find yourself facing a steep uphill bloody battle, there’s only two choices you can make: quit or put one foot in front of the other and tough it out.